posted by dave on Tuesday, January 25, 2005 at 7:00 PM in category ramblings

Like a bottle of Coke that's been shaken up, I've had some pressure building inside my head for quite some time now.

I figured I'd take this opportunity to vent a little of that pressure.

These thoughts are things I should have had the courage and/or courtesy to say out loud. If you know me well enough, you can probably figure out who most of these thoughts are/were directed toward. There are about a dozen people in all.

I do love you, but I'm not in love with you.

You are the most obnoxious and immature and abrasive person I've ever known. Grow up, already!

I am so proud of you. I don't think I could have done what you've done.

If you get any more beautiful they'll have to slap an R rating on your forehead.

I miss you.

Get out of my head, you fucking slut!

Your happiness is staring you in the face each time you look in the mirror.

After starting out so screwed up, you've turned into a very mature and interesting person - one that I wish I knew better.

Recently I've found myself afraid of you, and I don't know why.

If you fuck this up for me I'll never speak to you again.

Please treat her well, she's been through enough bullshit in her life.

Why won't you call?

I find myself a little jealous that you took a chance and got so lucky.

I find myself irritated that she was so sweet and you pushed her away.

I'm so sorry.

Why did I feel closer to you when I lived 2,000 miles away?

If only I'd met you first.

Your smile is the last thing I want to see before I die.

I can define, but I cannot adequately explain, my feelings for you.

You had it made and you drank it all away. How could you be so stupid?

At first we all thought you were too good to be true. Now we know you're just good. Thanks for being there for her.

The potential I see in you cannot be expressed in words alone.

My intentions toward you are not completely honorable.

If only he'd been more of an asshole, then maybe I could have justified being with you.

You are one of the geniunely good guys. I'm honored to know you.

I'm sorry, but you really creeped me out back then, and I've never quite felt comfortable about you since.

Our timing was horrible. I meant what I said though.

I can't help but wonder what you've been told about me.

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