Okay, go here and read the opening sentence.
Done? Good. Now read the second and third full paragraphs.
I wish I could express what I've been going through half as well as this lady can.
(update: Okay, after quite a few private messages, and a bit of reading, I'll grudgingly admit that some of my stuff has been decent. Thanks to those of you that gave me encouragement.
That first sentence really did grab me though.)