When does a one night stand turn into a fling?
How exactly does a fling become a thing?
At what point does a thing become a relationship?
Do the answers to any of these questions even matter when all I'm doing here is trying to fit a square peg into a round hole, when I'm trying to complete this repair job, patch this hole in my life, but each shade of paint that I try just doesn't quite match?
When I'd drop her, and this, in a heartbeat if only my phone would ring?
I'm not an asshole.
I keep telling myself that.