One of those stupid nights for me.

I let my nap run on for too long, so now it's after midnight and I'm not even close to being tired. Not that I've been sleeping very much during normal hours anyway. Just having the option would be nice.

Not tonight though. Not for a while at least.

I've pulled a bottle of Alaskan Smoked Porter from my fridge, and so I'll enjoy this, one of my favorite beers, for probably the next hour. After that, who knows?

Maybe I'll sleep, and then maybe I'll snap awake in the middle of the night, as I did last night, and stare at my ceiling until I can't stand it anymore, then I'll get up and check my e-mail or something.

Perhaps I'll have one of those dreams again. One of those dreams that annoy the shit out of me because she isn't in it, but somebody else is. Somebody that I have no business dreaming about.

Maybe I'll pick up my phone, and twirl it through my fingers.

Or maybe I'll just sit here and type random boring crap until my alarm goes off in the morning.