posted by dave on Wednesday, May 3, 2006 at 10:20 PM in category ramblings

You ever want to write something?

You ever want to write something important?

You ever want to write something so important that you find yourself resisting the impulse to write because you know deep down in your heart that you're just not ready to write?

I have three topics rattling around in my head. Three topics that are as entry-worthy as anything I've ever written. But each and every time I sit here to write an entry about any one of them, I stop myself. I write a few words, or a few hundred words, and I realize that it's all drivel.

And I delete it all.

This is who I am right now.

I'm the guy with important things on my mind - but I'm also the guy who lacks the ability to put those things into words.

Yay for me.

Or not.

Let me be clear. This is not a problem of desire, it's a problem of ability, and of focus, and of perspective.

It will get better.

I will write these thoughts.

Or not.

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testing,testing,0ne two XOXOXOXO

It'll come back to you. Maybe you just need a good fucking to help clear your head.

Perhaps. Are you offering?!?

Didn't think so. Tease.

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