I still look, when I have the chance. I still look into her eyes. I look for a sign.
I just can't tell. I can't tell if there's anything there at all.
I get lost in those eyes, and I can't see a damn thing.
That's a bad sign, I think.
If there was something there, wouldn't I be able to see it? Wouldn't it be obvious, the way it used to be?
Wouldn't I just know?
I wonder, does she look into my eyes for the same reason?
And if so, does she then turn away disappointed, or relieved?