Every Sunday the company that hosts barenada.com decides to suck. The site goes down, or gets really sluggish. Email sits for hours before being delivered. Sometimes email simply vanishes.

Such was the case this evening. I wrote an email to RockGirl, and it vanished, never to be seen again apparently.. That email said in part, I feel like something is terribly wrong. I feel like I should be doing something to make things better. But I can't because, for all I know, I'm the thing that's terribly wrong.

This, in case you were wondering, isn't the best feeling I've ever had in my life.

It kinda sucks.

Because if I am the problem, then there's not a thing I can do about it.

It fact, it definitely sucks.