My brain is strange. I don't think that statement would surprise too many people who know me.
For example, I spent about half the day today wondering if I was thought to be gay. Then, I spent a good chunk of tonight wondering if I was thought to be a dick.
It's the latter thing that I want to write about now. The former thing was just silly. A fun little imaginary scenario that drove me nuts, but still silly.
The Dave is a dick thing is a little more serious to me. Because it might have actually happened. Be happening. Whatever.
See, one thing that my strange brain cannot do is read minds. Another thing is that it cannot reliably decipher vague messages. The lack of these abilities may be normal.
As if I'd know what normal is.
Anyway, the other night I got this email. Unfortunately I can't say, in this venue, what the email said. All I can say is that it was a little vague as to its meaning.
I immediately thought of, and assumed that the worst possible meaning was the correct meaning, and I responded appropriately. Or what I thought was appropriately.
That's how my brain works.
But then, earlier today, I thought of a second possible meaning. And then, tonight, I thought of a third possible meaning. All are equally possible, given the vague wording of the email, but taken in the context that is my life, there's about a 99.99% chance that I was correct with my initial assumption.
But what if I was wrong?
Well, if I was wrong, then I'm a dick for not responding in an appropriate manner.
It's only a .01% chance that I was wrong. But it's enough, I think, to keep me from getting any sleep tonight.
Good thing I don't have to work tomorrow.