posted by dave on Thursday, July 31, 2008 at 8:45 PM in category ramblings
I just had it for a second, maybe half a second, but I lost it again. That thought, that realization which just might be the key to this.
For just a brief moment, I was actually okay. I nearly stood up. But now it's gone again. And now I'm down again.
I think that very same thought right now and it feels like a lie. I realize that same realization right now, and it seems like an excuse.
Damn.
