Another repost, again from about three years ago. I think I'd have written something like this today, if I hadn't already written it.
Being the type of person that I am, I don't seem to be capable of having an idea and simply letting it solidify on its own.I think the thing about this time around, the thing that makes this period of silence vastly different than the last one, is that this time I know it won't last.Nope, once something begins to form in my head, I'll obsess over it until I have it properly defined and categorized. If I can't do that then I'll at least come up with a metaphor for it.
I've read that when Titanic was struck, a lot of the passengers gathered up on deck to see what had happened. Some of them reported hearing a noise, but they couldn't describe what the noise was. It turns out, or so I've read anyway, that they hadn't heard anything at all. The sound that they thought they'd heard was actually the silence that fell upon them when the engines were shut down.
They'd simply noticed that something was different, but they didn't know what.
And that, my dear readers, is probably as close as I'm going to get to what I've been feeling lately.
I've noticed a change in the noise level within me. Something LOUD, I think, has either gone silent or is at least running more quietly than it has in a long time.
What does it mean? I don't know, but I have my suspicions.
We'll see.
I'm going to enjoy it while I can, though. Maybe catch up on my sleep.