I'll tell you exactly what it was like for me.
It was like looking at the Sun, and realizing that it was no longer blindingly bright. Then it was like looking at the Sun some more, and wondering what the big deal was.
I don't know how long this will last. Probably not forever, though, and I think that's too bad.
It's kind of nice, not being blinded.
Wow, this was a fucked up week. Even by my standards.
What I want now is nothing.
I need to be clear; it's not that I don't want something, or even that I don't want anything.
Nope, it's just like I said. I want nothing.
I doubt that I'll get it.