Sometimes, I really wish that I was stupid. Then maybe I wouldn't always be thinking about stuff, and things.
It's the things that are the worst.
I do manage to shut my brain down, every now and then, but not nearly often enough. I did it tuesday, and it was really nice. But then Wednesday I started thinking again, and in doing so I became retarded again.
Thinking about stuff and things keeps getting me into trouble. It's would be so nice to just tra-la-la through life, without a care in the world beyond what I'd next put into my mouth and where I'd next put my dick.
Like a caveman, or something. They never thought about stuff and things. They just went and fucking did whatever they wanted to do.
Well, I know what I want to do, but I can't. It's a bad idea, I think. It's inappropriate, I think.
And the only thing worse than thinking, is worrying about what other people think.