I'm sure it doesn't seem like that big of a deal, to anyone close enough to me to know what's going on, or I guess what went on would be more accurate. These hypothetical friends and theoretical stalkers heard or read my tale, and they probably yawned a little.
Well, I was there. And I didn't fucking yawn.
It's all about context, see. One person's distraction can be another person's reason for living.
And now, those same friends and stalkers would probably expect me to be angry today, having been ever-so-briefly shown the light, only to be (apparently) thrust again into darkness.
Perhaps, soon, I will be angry again. But not today. Today, I'm mesmerized by the afterimages of what I saw.