I wonder, how am I supposed to be feeling tonight? This week? This month?
Since it happened?
Not that I'm planning to tweak my feelings to match anyone's expectations, or that I'm going to pretend to be something that I'm not, but I do wonder - maybe I'm normal now.
Under the circumstances, I mean.
That would really be something, to be normal. Even if it was only for a while.
I need to go out to my garage, have a couple bottles of Domaine DuPage, and contemplate this some more.
If I'm normal, then - by definition - there's nothing special about me at all.
I don't think I like the sound of that.