I wonder, if I were to write an entry about cynicism, would people doubt my motives?
I'm pretty sure that I would. In fact, I'm pretty sure that I'm doing it right now, as I type this sentence.
It's just something I was thinking about today. I don't want to become one of those people. One of those people who's distrust has become so universal that they can't even trust themselves anymore. I know several people like that. They're not happy people.
I don't want to be like that. Like one of them.
But, problem is, I'm bombarded with selfishness and deceit everywhere I look and everywhere I go.
Lies disguised as kindness.
Cruelty for my own good.
And so on...
It's hard to trust. It really is. To look through the deceptions and beyond the actions and see what a person is really like. To ignore the bumps in the road and remember that it's the destination that's important.
I'm rambling now. I think I'll go sit in my garage. It's a nice night.