Wow, it's late. Time flies, as they say.
I guess it's fortunate timing that I don't really feel like writing, because I'm not sure that there are sufficient words to describe my current mood.
So much potential, pissed away.
A few weeks ago I was numb. That was because it was simply too much to bear, I think.
I'd kinda like to be numb again.
Tomorrow I might get to see HatGirl. I'm holding her car hostage in my garage until I get to see her. It's been a bajillion years.
I'm not looking forward to telling her about Thursday and Friday. She'll be disappointed in me, I know. She warned me that, if I let my guard down, I'd get hurt all over again.
She was right.
I wonder, if she'd given me any inkling that it would be as bad as it turned out to be, if I would have heeded her warning.