posted by dave on Wednesday, October 17, 2007 at 10:40 PM in category ramblings

I don't know if this, right here, is going to work.

I've got about five minutes worth of beer left in my glass. I have to pee really badly. But I thought I'd give this entry a shot anyway.

What's the worst that could happen?

That I'd write a shit entry?

I do that anyway.

Anyway, I've been kicking myself in the ass lately because I felt that I'd been fooled. That I'd been just incredibly wrong about something. Someone. Whatever.

But the thought just entered my head, or the thought just rose to my consciousness, that maybe I wasn't wrong at all. Maybe I wasn't fooled at all.

Maybe, just maybe.

Because see, people do change. I know this for an absolute fact. I know this from personal experience. People can change. Become a new person.

But, and this is the kicker, not always a better person.

Sometimes, sometimes they change into someone worse. Someone cruel and insensitive, perhaps.

I think that it would be cool, if I found that I hadn't been stupid all this time. It would still suck that I'd lost a friend, but at least I wouldn't feel stupid. About this.

Damn, I've really got to pee now.

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