I was doing just fine, for probably twenty years. I forgot the damn song even existed.
Then they played it on the stupid radio last night, and now I can't get it out of my stupid head.
And I can't even say the title of the stupid song, because the title is fucking everything, and it would expose everything that I've, for some stupid reason, kept hidden away inside me.
But the title isn't the real problem I'm having with this song, this song for which I just scoured the Internet for a copy. The real problem is the damn lyrics.
The point of the lyrics, as near as I can tell, is to make me want to kill myself with their mocking.
See, the entire song is about saying things that I'll never say, and doing things I'll never do. I can't even mouth the words to myself as the song plays, because every vow, when it leaves my lips, becomes a broken promise.