Some of the time, a lot of the time, I imagine that people will read my drivel and figure that I've been drinking. A lot. And on those occasions, I imagine that people will blame alcohol for my drivel.
Perfectly understandable. Usually wrong, but understandable.
Tonight, less than an hour ago, I wrote some drivel. I have been drinking tonight, but I haven't drank very much.
Nope, tonight was a tame night, alcohol-wise.
Now, I'm sitting here waiting for my doorbell to ring. After it rings, I will be able to forget the last several hours, and I will live in the present for a while. Until we awaken in the morning, physically refreshed and emotionally numbed. After some caffeine and nicotine, reality will set back in for both of us.
It will be nice, while it lasts. But, in so many ways, too many ways, it will be a lie.
That's pretty good timing. She's here, and just when I was about to spout some more drivel.