The last couple of nights have been nice. It's been so warm that I've been able to sit out on my swing, enjoy a tasty beverage, and contemplate things for a while. Life and love and the lack of both, mostly.
Things might become interesting here in a few months, around Derby time, as StupidGirl has hinted at making a trip here. But a lot can happen between now and then. I certainly don't want to be pinning too many hopes - or fears - on something that's still in such early stages of planning.
Not even planning, really.
More like thinking about.
Which is totally fair, because that's pretty much all I've been doing for the last couple of hours.
Should I look at this as an opportunity to be saved from this quagmire I'm in, or as more of a temporary distraction? Perhaps I should see it as a giant turd, and my life would be a fan.
Meanwhile, I can't even believe that it's almost 2:00 in the flipping morning. I need to learn how to sleep.
