I think that, too often, I manage to see only the good in people. Then, when they reveal their true nature, I take it as a personal attack.
I think that, too often, I see only the bad in people. Then, when they reveal their true nature, I ignore it and soon forget that it ever happened.
This might not be the best way to live my life. Seems kinda lopsided, if that makes any sense.
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I was thinking about sweetness tonight, as I enjoyed a Fastenbier (376), which had magically reappeared on tap even after FutureDude had told me it was gone. I think FutureDude is pissed at me for some real or imagined reason.
Anyway, I know two girls who I would absolutely characterize as sweet. Not particularly nice, perhaps, but definitely sweet.
Shut up. There is too a difference. A huge difference.
There is just something special about a sweet girl. I wish that I knew more of them. But alas, they are very rare, at least in the world that I inhabit.
I think that's why I'm so drawn to sweetness.
I'm not saying that no other qualities matter to me, because they certainly do. But sweetness trumps everything else.
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I'm not even sure that I could describe what the fuck I'm talking about.
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I am tired now.