I just had to go and be in a good mood. And, not only that, I just had to go and announce my mood to everyone.
Four hours later the universe started punching me in the gut again, and it hasn't stopped, and there's no end in sight. Not that there ever was an end in sight, but I'd allowed myself to forget that for a while.
That was stupid of me to forget. But, apparently, not impossible. Because I keep fucking doing it.
Also, I got to have lunch with HatGirl today.
This was our third attempt since Friday to do this. Friday she was sick, and Monday I was swamped at work, but today everything worked out just fine. We ate at While Castle. She made me forget my troubles for a while. I think I might have actually smiled, once or twice.
HatGirl thinks I'm awesome. That's nice of her to think that. I wish I believed it.