I might be sick.
It's hard to tell for sure. I might have a bit of a sinus infection, or I might be suffering from lack of sleep. Or maybe it's a combination of both.
Felt like crap all day today. I was very excited about coming straight home after work and taking a nap.
The nap thing - it only lasted half an hour before the nightmare came.
This one, I remembered. Usually, lately, I don't remember what it is that jolts me awake, bathed in my own sweat with my heart threatening to leap out of my chest. But this one, I remembered.
That image is burned into me now, so I doubt I'll sleep tonight either. Unless I'm sick.
Fuck, I hope I'm sick.