I told her that it would destroy me.
I'm in shock. That I was so wrong. That everyone else was so right. That it was all a waste of time. That life can be so pointless.
You people shouldn't expect too much more from me here. Not for a while, at least.
I've got to try to digest this. Eat it before it eats me.
If I write anything now, then I'll be cruel, and I don't want to do that.