posted by dave on Thursday, April 16, 2009 at 1:29 AM in category ramblings

I need to say some things.

1. This was my decision.

2. I don't like it even a tiny bit, but it still needed to be done.

3. I am a man, after all.

4. Some things can neither be excused nor ignored.

5. You people who thought I was being stubborn before - you haven't seen anything yet.

6. I'm sure that I will second-guess this for the rest of my life, but I will not regret it.

7. Nobody can ever say that I didn't try my absolute hardest.

8. This is not my loss. My loss happened a long time ago.

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So does this mean you've shed the emotional shackles of the last 5 years and now have this cute little monkey on your back named "Dideye"?

I'm not sure about the monkey part.

Yay no more emotional shackles!

This is, by no stretch of the imagination, a "yay" situation for me. It's like someone has died, and I'm in mouring.

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