I want to say something now.
But, I won't.
How many times have I said it before? A dozen? A hundred? How many times have I promised myself and promised those who care about me?
I've been wrong every single time.
How many times have I wished it before? A thousand? A million? How many times have I lost hours and hours and days and days of sleep wishing?
That wish, like its opposite, has always gone unfulfilled.
So, tonight, I'm not going to say it, and I'm not going to wish it.
I'm going to think it, though.
I think therefore...
For the moment at least.