Every place was closed tonight. At least every place I felt like going to was closed. So I just came home and opened a bottle of Bluegrass Mephistopheles Metamorphosis. This bottle is completely flat too.
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I think every risk should have an associated reward. You have to weigh them against each other. If the risk is too great, or if the reward is too small, then you pass on the whole thing. This is just common sense. And then there are times when there's no real risk, and there's no detectable reward. Then it just becomes a fucking waste of time.
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Happy Birthday to LaptopGirl. There, I fucking said it. Fuck off if you don't like it.
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I have some relatives who seem to be pissed at me for some unknown and probably stupid reason. I feel like I should give a shit, but I don't.
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I think that the perfect scenario would be for me to somehow win a gazillion dollars in Las Vegas and then never come back here except to retrieve my pool cue and my cats.
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I didn't ask for this bullshit. I don't think I deserve it either.
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Maybe I should get me one of those voice recorder dealies. I have these stupid random thoughts all day long. I could record them and post them in my blog to show the world how boring I am.
For anyone trying to figure out what I want for Christmas, that was a hint.
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There was one path to forgiveness but she didn't take it. Her loss. I really shouldn't care, but I'm not getting any younger I suppose, so I do care.
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I'd decided that I would politely decline the invitation. Now, now I've decided otherwise. Bring it on. I'm looking forward to it.
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Seriously, what the fuck is going on? Am I being set up? Am I being placed into the batting order? Am I being benched? I think I've done everything I can do to get put into the game. Yes or no, please. No more fucking maybe.
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Tonight I might get to see HatGirl and NotHideousGirl. Either would be cool. Both would be fucking awesome. So I probably won't see either one them.
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I keep writing about the same subject and then deleting it. It's over, and every time I write about it, it gets more stupid and pointless.
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This beer is fucking with my head.
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There was a girl at Rich O's last night that looked like puppyshark. She was hot.
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I miss SassyGirl.
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I am so excited for my friend RockGirl. This thing she's going through is similar to what I went through at this time last year. It was the beginning of the end of the pain. I'm so excited for her.
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I need to make it to Memphis one of these weekends to see harpo play a gig.
I wish I had musical talent.
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I wish I had more turkey to eat right now. All I've got is some Nacho Cheese Doritos. Not quite the same thing.
